There are going to be chapters where you want to hermit into your own cave and create a keep-safe container around you in protection of your energetic field as you master your craft.
Then come times when you rise feeling called to socialize, exchange energy and relate with others open-heartedly.
And perhaps other days, you may be face down on Earth, bleeding out, decomposing- having given up the fight to gestate back out of the soil.
Yet these days are always followed by times of resting at the top of the mountain, overlooking the journey with gratitude. In realization that truly the trek was worth it, and perhaps it was the purpose all along.
The true mastery is in not polarizing between your alternative lessons and states of experience, but instead fusing the balance between them.
There is a source within that can hold your neutral frequency through these fluxes, and in locating such we do not divide within the circumstances.
With this, there is no longer fragmentation or important self-variables lost when shifting into different states because everything is integrated and held present through the process.
It becomes an expansive sculpting when going from one state to the other, all codes intact and the knowing solid.
It becomes the dance.
Establish your personal formula that benefits you most as a whole, and ride it.